Help!

usually we r suppose to write something intellectual and well formatted on this god damned blog of ours.. as our blog supposedly represents our inner self n we want to portray our best inner ourselves to oders... we want more n more people to read / contemplate on our blogs n our thinking... write good comments on it .. make us feel good... make us feel tht wat we hav written is really well thot of.. it is worth a booker prize!
but r we really tht well formatted n organized in our mind?.. do we really think this logically and nicely?... is our mind soo damn colorful or neat?... do we really give a damn of wat is written here?...
Nope not in my case... if anything this blog of mine represents my present condition .. i hav made a conscious effort not to 'backspace' anything ... not to format.. not to use spell checker nothin here... here presenting before u .. i.e. if anybody cares... the raw naked maself... accept it or leave it.. who cares?... atleast i hav d guts to spell out the truthful maself...
guys actually speakin we dont give a fuck abt any abstract topics all d time... i m not sayin i dont think abt serious stuff.. but compared to d oder earthly things.. it takes up verry less time!.. so y does my blog (so called representation of myself!) hav to hav only tht...
dunno for how long i will keep this post posted... as soon as my mood changes .... n i start givin some fuck of my cousins / frens who frequent internet... this will b long gone...

till thn...
"fuck u world!"